“If you find a girl who reads, keep her close. When you find her up at 2 AM clutching a book to her chest and weeping, make her a cup of tea and hold her. You may lose her for a couple of hours but she will always come back to you. She’ll talk as if the characters in the book are real, because for a while, they always are. Date a girl who reads because you deserve it. You deserve a girl who can give you the most colorful life imaginable. If you can only give her monotony, and stale hours and half-baked proposals, then you’re better off alone. If you want the world and the worlds beyond it, date a girl who reads.”—Robert Pattinson, I love you. (via drown-me-in-love)
My choices in my life are mine, not yours to judge me by.
My life right now, I dont think could get any better. Looking back, on a year ago, everything has improved 100%. I have great friends, a great boy friend and am doing pretty damn well in school. And well, I decided to take a step back and look at my passed year. Alot of shit has happened, I am not going to lie about that.
I have done some meh things, some questionable things, etc. But do I regret it? No.
For a while, sure I was depressed had a rough summer grad year, and had a rough start to college. but it picked up by second semester. But still things were not the best. But they sure did come around.So you may think i was emotional and crying my self to sleep over what had happened.
I met new people doing a project, that are pretty freaking awesome friends now and I was content with my life.
Than the summer, another sorta rough patch, but again, I came around. Got a passable job, with the help of my best friend. and had some fun at work and outside of work. Met new people and developed exciting relationships further. This “fun” may not be considered…moral… to some people. Or Innocent in that fact. But do i really care what other people think of me these days? No not really because Its the way I want to live my life. And the way I want to live my life, its the way that makes me happy. If you dont think I am innocent, that is really your own, assumption, about me. I dont tell everyone the whole story, and nor will I ever. I know what is right for me, and I will do what is right for me. Do I regret any of my choices in my life that i have made in my short 19 years on this planet. No I really dont.
All these Innocent, or not innocent choices I have made, have made me into what I am now, how I deal with situations and obviously my lessons have been learned, and there are many more to come.
In all honesty. non of this shit matters.
I have an amazing boy friend, who trusts me and doesn’t get worried when I talk to other guys or hang out with my guy friends, who gets along with my family and friends and who challenges me. I have great new friends, new drinking and party buddies. I have friends who know who I am, and that have been though the last year even 6 months with me, and they know me better than many people.
So if you dont think I am innocent, that doesn’t really matter, because really, if you think that, are you worth my time? Do you really know me anymore? and Who are you to say anything? My choices in my life are mine. Not yours to judge me by.