September 2010
42 posts
Such a bad day
And it’s only day two
August 2010
34 posts
My First day of work.
Lately, I been having major “mid life crisis” because I dont know what i want to do with my life. Im 18, does it really matter right now? Right now I am doing what I want to do.
At the begining of the summer, i got a job interview with Artona photo studio, and a few weeks after the interview I got the job. I was so excited. It was something I love to do, Photography, and something I...
I am by Xtina
I am timid And I am oversensitive I am a lioness I am tired and defensive You take me in your arms And I fold into you I have insecurities You show me I am beautiful Love me or leave me just take it or leave it It’s not that I’m needy just need you to see me Take me, free me, see through to the core of me Take me, free me, there will be no more pretending I am temperamental...
Your too busy for me now.
I understand….
Why do people walking down the street give you dirty looks? I have never talked to you in my life, nor will I probably ever. You don’t know me and I don’t know you. So why give the dirty look, or the up and down dirty look. Really. Why?
“sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same”
“Look for it, but you’ll never find it all Let it go, live your life and leave it”
“Peace. it does not mean to be in a place where there is no trouble, noise, or hard work. it means to be in the midst of those things and still be calm in your heart.” — Lady Gaga
“You have to be unique, and diffrent, and shine in your own way.” Lady Gaga”
“… I want the deepest, darkest, sickest parts of you that you are afraid to share...
I miss you.
Didn’t think it would bug me. Guess I thought wrong. What else is new?
Why.
People are always asking me why.
Why did you do that?
Why dont you ask questions?
Why are you still friends with her?
Why dont you talk to her?
Why do you like him so much?
Why dont you talk about your feelings?
My questions for you is.
Why do you ask so many questions?
My last two days here. Gotta make them count. And i sure have. People are asking me am i excited to go home. and you give them what they want to hear, Yes! but really i’m not. I don’t want to go home. People ask me why I like it here so much. This is home. This is where my family came from. This is where my family is. Although my family drives me insaine. I love them. I know tomorrow...
Itunes.
I clicked on the top 25 most played on my itunes and its pretty interesting i think what came up. Songs that i know all the words too. Songs that have alot of meaning to them. Songs that are very addicting.
1. Almost lover - A Fine Frenzy
2. Fame- Lady Gaga
3. Gravity- Sara Bareilles
4. Falling Slowly- Glen Hansard
5. 1,2,3,4- Plain White T’s
6. Brave New world- Hedley
7. Crash- Dave...
Where has summer gone?
I left school, the morning after dry grad to come fly to a small town that my family is from called sharbot lake, what just seemed like yesterday. Its amazing how fast the summer has gone by. Its amazing the ups and downs of this summer and its amazing the lessons i have learned.
I came here, to run away. I didn’t have a job at home, I broke up with my first love, High school was over. I...
I haven’t posted anything in a long time, I just really haven’t had much to say. But someting interesting has come up. A few things actually
Slow cow:
My dad has found this “anti- energy” drink. the passed year i have been so for energy drinks because i was always running low on energy. But dad gave me this drink called slow cow. And well, it looks like a red bull and...
12 days. Counting the days till i have to say bye?...
16 days left.
16 days left here
16 days till i go home
16 days left with you. what am i going to do.
Its been a roller coaster of a summer. and its almost done. whats next? another rolller coaster of a year?
My last few days. I gotta make the count. And i know the passed few days have been great. I honestly dont have much to say. Really, im not very exciting. i been working and hanging out. Tonight...
Those who love the sun, have never danced in the...
STOP!
Can everyone just stop assuming. Please. I’m begging you. There are many sides to a story. Not just one. Not two. There are outside views and peoples views who are involved with it. But how about if everyone keeps those stories to themselves until shit is sorted out.
This isn’t just about what everyone probably thinks its about. There is a hella lot going on. And everyone is...
