October 2010
34 posts
“…But you know the thing about romance is people only get together right at the...”
– Love Actually (via quote-book)
I try to tell you how i feel, but you just dont listen
Im so Proud of myself.
My first ever college paper, i got 68 percent. Yeah its not much, but I have never written a research paper in my life and I am not a strong writer. But hey i did well for myself.
Learn new things every day
pushing kids acedemicly is a stress enducer = child abuse
= Brain damage
I told you its over
you said no its not
i said I dont want to be like this anymore
you said but i love you
i said than prove it
you ignored me.
Letting go and moving on.
It is going to be hard, but everything you have done or said to me, or let me say, not said to me, has made me decided this. Everynight you are piss drunk. Everyday you skip school. Everyday you dont talk to me.
Maybe you will burn out. Maybe you will continue down that road. All i wish for you is a great life.
You dont care how i feel, you dont care what is going...
Talking to you always makes or breaks my day....
There are so many emotions running through my body right now. I am so confused and do not know how to feel. Anger, Madneess, Happiness, Sadiness, Hate, Love. All these feelings. It is really starting to be exsausting. I just wish i knew how to express them with out hurting anyone or myself. But untill than, I am going to keep it inside.
I Wish i was good at something.
If I disappear will you notice?
“Men may have discovered fire but women discovered how to play with it.”
– Sex and the City (submitted by creepintomysoul)
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I have had a pretty good day today.
I haven’t had a good day in a long time. And it feels great. I hope it stays like this. And maybe it will give me good vibes for my mid terms
you: I miss you alot. So much that I am starting to regret any feeling i have had for you. Regret all the time i have spent with you. Was it a waste? Maybe cause you are gone. I was lying in bed today in tears because i miss it. Expecially to the fact that I still miss you.
you#2: After all the ways you have treated me, I can’t let go. Maybe its because I am afraid that i will fall for you...
just sitting here. eating my dinner. and crying. what else is new?
So far, today has been a pretty productive day. Besides my minor melt down this morning, I picked myself up and trucked away on my list of things to do. (Maybe with a little help of Gaga and the fray). I finished my first draft of my first college paper, I finished my Criminology reading, and my English questions, I have thought about my two proposals that are due soon, and made appointments with...
"I gave you heart ...and that's all I can give to...
Told you how it is, and you ignore me. Figures
Its really killing me inside. I don’t have the feeling of happiness anymore. And i am sick of having to put of the Fake wall of happiness. Everything since June, Has gone out of control. My world is falling apart falling to pieces and taking me down with it. I just want someone to trust, someone who loves me and someone who will always be there for me. its ripping me apart. feeling of...
Im not waiting for you anymore. Because of this im left with nothing.
Yeah, It is all your fault. You told me you didn’t want it to be like this. BUT your the one that making it like this. Your super huge EGO is still there. Your just so humble about it. get over it, You know you are better than everyone, you always knew you are better than everyone. But hey. YOUR NOT!
I guess I’m going to have to get use to this thing called college student.
You know, sleepless nights, studying…which i never did, and not good at, reading. Being grumpy and always stressed out.
School is just stressing me out, I was never taught how to do a research paper and now they are flying at me and all due at the same time. Its kinda funny how in high school they teach you...
